It's extremely hard to put into words what I am feeling right now. It's the feeling when you love someone so deeply but they are hesitant. You know and believe with all of your heart that they are the only one for you, and for the rest of your life you only want them in your life. You would do absolutely anything for them, even perform an action or carry out a duty resulting in pain.
I have never cried so much in my entire life. The physical pain is there. It's true, your heart and soul physically hurt. But this cannot compare to the emotional pain you are experiencing.
But because I have faith in this relationship, and ultimately God, I will press forward. I am in constant prayer, devotion, Bible reading, seeking counsel, and agonizing waiting and patience.
I know God has a plan in this so I will take comfort in that.
But oh how it hurts.
How I hurt.
Will things ever mend for the better?
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